Expressions :
By BIRAJ DIXIT :
She walked past me in hurry
As a beat skipped my cushioned heart
A flood of memories emerged
Each piercing like a well-aimed dart
I remembered her eyes as I closed mine
Those dark, black, bottomless oceans divine
I remembered those unfathomable gems
Their cheerful playfullness, their effortless shine
I looked up, saw her leaving
Ran after her, called her name, my heart still leaping
She looked back, was taken aback
A shock, some pain belied, before she smiled
As we walked towards each other
Forgotten moments emerged, my mind without rudder
My eager legs withheld nothing
A poor demonstration of heart’s yearning
I beheld her fair face after so long a time
Those wonderful dark eyes... with fine lines
Her beautiful face wore an embarrased smile
Her greetings hesitant, pause awkward... but for a while
We spoke of life and its many ways
And heard, rather hurriedly, all the ‘yeahs’
Short sentences tried to give nothing away
‘Fine’, said we, mentioning nothing of life’s frays
As I took leave with the promise to meet again
It seemed again like the boyhood dream
She was her and yet not
Something within seemed lost
I remembered the day we had parted ways
I smiled, felt vindicated
Without me she would never have been herself again
I felt sad and happy, but sadness remained
I entered my home still recalling those dark eyes
Thinking how things turn out in humdrum of life
She was but a shadow now; pain beneath the pride
My thoughts again wandered on the dark eyes, fine lines.
Settling on the sofa of my palatial mansion
I smiled now at the defeated deceit, the rejection
In came, my beautiful wife with her usual sad smile
Her dark eyes... fathomless... with fine lines!!! ■